I am in a current state of annoyance and disappointment. My sleep schedule has been quite irregular mainly due to me being a night owl and lately, the toothaches associated with my wisdom teeth. This has caused me to miss out on a few things I had been looking forward to.
Today I was supposed to attend the Los Angeles Auto Show - which I have missed the past 2 years btw. I was also supposed to cash in the deals at H20Plus, Pottery Barn, and The Container Store. I also wanted to hit the gym to do a bit of swimming. To top it off, I was to see "The Little Dog Laughed" at the Kirk Douglas Theatre in Culver City. A whirlwind day if you can imagine.
What I discovered is that I would miss over 80 percent of my plans when I woke up... at 5pm. It's true. I slept all day. Even with my one of my wisdom teeth (the rotted one) causing me dismay throughout my slumber. I was pissed at myself for allowing me to sleep all day and not having the discipline to get up at a set time to accomplished what I had planned for. This has been a dilemma of mine recently. I have no one to blame but myself.
At least I was able to get myself to the Kirk Douglas Theatre for "The Little Dog Laughed" with time to spare. I'm happy I am impoving my estimations for arrival times to shows as well as those social appearances with mates. I know that everytime I miss out on a experience due to my failed method that I have becomed so accosmted to, it just makes me want to work on changing it even more.
I hope that this will be the last, or at least one of the last, Whiplash blunders when it comes to following through with a plan. I'm tired of putting myself through this stress and self-badgering that I have endured over the 30 plus years of my life. It's time for a new chapter to begin.
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