Getting some?

I'm not a fan of any sort of "self pity" jokes. I'm guilty of making them myself, and I always feel like a total douche afterwards. When appropriate, or able for that matter, I apologize.

Some side info, I have never lived alone. I've always wanted to, but never got the chance to. So all of my experiences typically involve another person who I have lived with. Since living with said individuals, I always seem to over analyze their behavior, moods, and so forth. Doing this, I've become more aware of my own. Early on, I would keep the observations to myself. I'd desperately dissect every detail all in my head until I had depleted every single drop of energy from the situation. But now thanks to the wonders of the internet, I blog about it - occasionally.

Ahem.

As I typed away just minutes ago, Woods peeped into my space to inform me about the adventures of the our galpal whom I shall refer to as GoodPussy. Once he was done giving me the exploits of her latest sexual escapade, he made a comment how she is getting nailed hard and he currently as in "right at the moment" is not (insert self-pity/sarcastic tone). Soon I feel the weight is put onto my shoulders as if I am the only person who can solve his dilemma. So my response to that is to shut down emotionally and not say a word. I turn from looking at him and focus my attention to my computer screen. My emotions seem to rush rather quickly - the outcome: annoyance. He seems to notice the mood change so he asks what I am doing, and what time I will be to bed. I give him a brisk answer of "soon". He leaves.

I know I interpreted his comment incorrectly as he was making a joke, but as I mentioned before, I am not a big fan of this type of humor. I believe that there is always some truth in those quips. Timofy was notorious for using them. And my reaction to his use of them was rebellion in any shape, way or form.

As I mentioned in my previous post, it's all about meditation so I will meditate to release these harsh feelings I have at this time. I know Woods is only horned up (as always) and was just curious as to what time I will be going to bed as it is rather late. I just want to make sure there are no hidden meanings behind any silly little comments because honestly I through with having to read through bullshit via the gem that is uncomfortable faux-laughter.

*sigh*