Monday, June 29, 2009

The Silence Of June

Well June just flew by. I was kept busy with LA Pride starring Sister Stella Virgin, Rog, Edwina, RA, & Woods; Raya's ascend on LA via the AIDS Lifecycle; the missed DB Party; countless shows - Bat For Lashes + Adele + Aretha Franklin to name a few; and dealing with being unwell the majority of the month. I felt there wasn't much time left to blog. A bullshit excuse and I know it.

The one thing that I did manage to comes to term with, and able to turn around, was the fact that I was beating myself up - physically and mentally. I was staying up for days on end, not sleeping. Occasionally eating only one meal a day. I was a complete mess.

I knew what was the wrong with me and decided to get honest with myself. I sat down and did some mediation to figure this shit out. The result was having a long talk with Woods and taking the necessary steps to correcting the issues.

And how are things now? Great. I am now finally feeling responsible. I'm not staying up at all hours of the night, not wasting time, eating three-ish meals a day, getting ample amounts of sleep, waking up at a decent hour, finishing chores, and so forth. I am quite happy.

Now I can look forward to July. Next month will bring my mom visiting for Trannyshack Vs. Shits N' Giggles & Chico's Angels. BJ & Raya will also be here. A quick trip to Tucson (delivery of goods) & San Diego (SD Pride). And I will finally get to see Grace Jones in person at the Hollywood Bowl. You can certainly say that I am quite excited... as long as Miss Jones shows up to the show!

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