I'm feeling 95% better today. I'm much improved. The illness seems to be on the outs. Thank heaven. But of course, despite the fact that my physical is on the up, my mental & emotional is on the down - I'm quite overworked at the moment. And it stems from that damn issue with BJ and the photo. Argh.
The main bits: BJ wanted to continue to talk about it when I was clearly over it. I didn't have the energy to deal with that shit because of two reasons: my mom's visit and my unwellness. I was planning on calling her this evening to clear up this situation, but she jumped to conclusions before I had the chance to explain myself. She decided to send me a not so pleasant message on Faceplace and remove me from her friends listing. This enraged me.
The bitchy response: I complied a letter to her that I would then send to her via Faceplace. It was not very nice. Honestly, it was quite brutal, but in my opinion I was speaking the truth, and verbally releasing my emotions. I won't go into the details of the letter, but I will include a quote that I listed within the body. I'm sure you will get the idea of where I went with it all...
“What is the common denominator of all your fucked up relationships? You bitch. Fix yo’ mutha fuckin’ self. You the only bitch been through all this bad shit. Look inside yourself.” - Sheryl Underwood
My current standing: I'm still quite angry with the entire situation. I hate dealing with drama, but if you bring it, I will serve it. And I don't deal well with the whole passive aggressive behaviour. Especially when a friend uses it on me. So the way I feel right now is due to the fact that this situation was "taken there".
Following up: BJ responded to my message. She informed me that the words where "pretty harsh" and it made her "really sad". She also said she understood and would "back off". Whatever the fuck that means. She did not apologize for going overboard on the removal of friends and calling this situation a "failed" relationship. From this, I am still quite pissed off. But at the same time, not at all surprised.
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