I've been stressing myself out quite a bit recently. It has been more of an internal struggle than a public one - unless you know me personally, because then you could be able to figure it out.
Over the last month or so, I've have been faced with numerous obstacles. Some major while others are simply frivolous. Either way, the outcome has been the same on my emotions. I feel like my estrogen levels have climbed drastically over the past weeks. At times I can be quite content, but then at a drop of a hat, I find myself fuming over the littlest things.
I am in the mist of pin-pointing the root of this problem I am dealing with. I'm leaning towards the uneasiness of the zombie-like state I am in. While I have blogged about this in the past, I feel this time, it's more serious than ever.
I have been working on "normalizing" my sleeping schedule so that may have something to do with it. No frequent late nights for this girl. I've actually been finding myself feeling rather tired earlier in the evening... 10pm, 11pm, midnight. That is a plus. So maybe my moods are affected by this. Regardless, it's not easy to live with. Ask Woods. But on the same token, I have too dealt with his changing moods.
All I can do right now is sigh a little bit. Today was supposed to be quite an exciting day, but as I had come to expect, the events from earlier this week have caught up with me. Toxic Waist will not be attending Hard Heroes 7 this afternoon. And at this point, I may not be either. I'll have to see after I eat lunch which is waiting for me in the kitchen. I guess I should wrap this up and get to stuffing my face. I'm sure post feeding I will see everything much more clear. And hopefully, I will not be such a sourpuss any longer. Here's to hoping.
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